in the library todaE, it dawned on me.. i may be the only frickin person who actualli cares for anything, maybe its the media... everyone seems so F***ing shallow and in the end its true..........

no matter how "altruistic" you tink you are.. ur probably onli doin it to please urself, hearing bout ppl todae becomin more lonely.. tink its the fuckin reverse, ppl are becomin MORE AND MORE NEEDY cos their juz becoming more and more selfish.. wanting more morE moRE mORE MORE.... gah... too fed up bout why i care? cos i'm needy... cos i nid to noe that i'm not alone.. someone is MORE alone than mi... fucked up..

when i call him he juz gives mi the fuckedup, i'm BZ, why why u bz?.. ur juz sitting at home in front of ya computer... is that being BZ? ur juz being selfish!..
ivan you suck... u suck so bad ur juz a big BLIMP in my life, u made mi fall... SPLAT on the flooor... goin to take things in life a little bit more ez now... feelings are in my way anyway... tink rationalli without my heart.. PLAY whenever i nid to play.. but b4 that i have the a levels..BLEAH

goin to chuck everything behind chuck all the unwanted clutter behind me, that includes all the fucking ppl who are no use to mi and in the end keep those who are profittable near, you tink i'm being a bRAT yar i am... and wad are you goin to do bout it.. :p