.... why did he sms...
why did raine tell him? WHY?! i thought he was behind but not forgotten; GONE. happened...
freak we played around..... i needed it physically so badly.................................................

im not even a dot in his life, i'm such a loser cause that's wad i'll say to someone else i see

other things happened(ys ur sucH a sOb) why cant you fucking be a friend when i nid u most?? i'm lost i feel like i'm back at square oene. wad's wrong wif you/me? i'm/ur so emotionally DEVOID, FUUUUUCKKKK

hiazzzz why cant things be ... ITS complicated
i want nth.......... more then be at peace

WHY WHY CAN I JUZ fucking get a gd holiday.............
tennis is interesting i want to be better at it.. i wish balls can apparate whenever i nid them.... hate picking balls shet

had a chat wif her ytd nite at starbucks .. was realli nid and all but, i dunno..........
hiaz