smitten,
i really dunno where is goin to, feel like asking but is it realli neccessary? my mind is clouded, take a step forward in love but be blowned 10 steps back by lust.

tennis wif them was BAD... arrived late and halfway thru there was a blackout.. so ended up playing less than an hour of TENNIS
.... toot!!!!!!! mimics HOMER whenever he does something stupid. it feels as though i was rushed out of the toilet... haha
business wif tennis was not done...

loner by nature or neccesity?

was at mac wif the diana and gang awhile ago, mi and other guy incidently also called wes... was queueing for FOOD, he was offering to get icecream for everyone, but i didnt realli want icecream, wanted yogurt. so he asked me y was i queueing, kept quiet for awhile then he told mi to "DIY" which was interpretted by me buy urself, returned to the table where the others were sitting... then they started questioning me. how come i got yogurt... :x... cant i choose wad i want?.. wes "senior" came back and they said i wasnt a team player... tootified... they were juz kidding but these kinda things stays wif u even if u noe it wasnt serious... hmmm... world is cruel.. we are sensitive... BAD combination........

its lidat back in jc too.. the guys wld all eat at the same place....... then i'll be like... hmmm dun realli feel like eatin that or maybe cos they were eating that and i simply got pissed at the idea of eating the same thing as them and wld patronise other stalls... (partly due to the fact the school food isnt realli tastebud friendly)
guess i dun realli tink bout others...... wad's being so nice good for?... i'll do it onli when i treasure them....

missing daniel......... hmmm questions myself... you noe wad is the best way to remember something... that is to try and forget it. the harder u try the stronger the memory....

live with your mistakes and acknowledge it as part of you that's perhaps the only way to move on in ur life.... O.0!!! omg i juz spouted some unknown sentence ....

.... i see a trend in my blogging patterns its starts out nice, then it takes 1 wrong turn thereafter everything spirals out of proportions especially bout my LIFE and how everything in it seems less pleasant.... argh....

i'm realli malleable to influence from those close around me ;wish it wasnt so... hate it when i see my posts and see how truly conflicted i am as a person.... feels like a warzone inside torned apart by so much self conflict...................... tink its becos its getting late .. sayounara