got waken up by ダンニル　when he called my hse
got urprised by アイヴァン for a belated bdae .... 1st who went "1st n 2nd base" wif mi

y todae?... its a sign？... those who tugged at my heart until i cried and cried till i was numb.... 無駄、無理......

when he called in the morning.. fell into slight depression on how i ended up here.... and tried forcing myself to sleep...
when i woke up again, the day started....

「the hatch from the series LOST is so OVERATED.... dumb thing....」 btw... watching lost season 2 marathon from epi1 until 17 much more fun than waiting for 1 episode per week...

running was bad.. 12.15min.. "dots" nid to erase 45 seconds....and reach the ideal C pass grrade which is 11.45

i dun even have a picture of him... wif mi anymore.. dumb computer crashed... in fact neither of them.......
its was so dumb lar.....

"excuse me, did anyone call?"
"NO"
"sorrie bye"
he sounded sad... maybe its the morning grogginess.. u noe when u juz wake up ur voice always juz sounds a tad bit off. like u're sick wif flu.

btw... i wasnt mistaken u cant be mistaken when u spent like minimum 4 hrs tokin on the phone since sec 2.. until jc

the conversation, so short but immediately recognised his voice... possible reason: that day i accidently called him .. cos my phone wasnt locked although deleted his contact from my address it was still in my sim and somehow the phone managed to call via SIM...
maybe he thought i wanted to tok to him..... i dunno... anyway before all the stupid things tat came out of my mouth ... i was alreadi veri unhappy wif the situation..... felt like i was filling a blackhole... no matter wad i put into it... it juz won't do

maybe i do want to tok..... he's been appearing in my mind alot.... the world is juz wad it is; filled wif a bunch of clueless ppl living in it...

love, friendship, intangible things ... they are juz wad they are: INTANGIBLE... so stop tinkin how the world shd be cos it'll nv be lidat... shuddup .... dream shatters.... annoying.... goin in nex friday

jap class ended.. jaq is in japan now... lent her my dictionary dumb rite... smitten by a smile ... pretty girls shd juz die... they noe they can trample all over u and nth will happen. Incidentally they'll use it to the max... guys are left usualli clueless