詰まり、この人生が嫌いだ



i'm confused.................. i nid to stop and regain control again... army threw me REALLI off balance

he's back in my life...... -.- dunno how but somehow is back again .. dun tink he's realli plannin on staying long.... i've haven realli put down any solid plans yet either........... we kissed dat day... somehow it felt like it didnt end at all but somehow the "commar" has ended... DUMB

like before i guess i have to trudge thru everything to find out wad's realli inside........ cos i send the unwillingness to let up its like........ the mask is always on... i dun like it............ want to tear it off and be with the real deal. will return to dis post soon

army eats time....
不知不觉地5个星期过了