烦.超无奈.
hurt.numb.nth's left to be hurt about.

piece of my heart; mutilatedremoved
try hard to find any feelin' . can onli remember how painful.

...... someone chose to let go of me in his memories, i was forgotten,
save me, with every blow i grow weary... i grow to become someone i hate.

guess there's always 2 sides to things.... the more pain u have endured the less pain u'll feel when the nex one hits home... the 1st time heart was move was the most joyeous but the 1st time my heart was broken.. it was the saddest..... thereafter everything juz becomes a blur as i lie on the floor dazed by the sadness from the 1st....
lemme recover lemme feel as strongly as before again その願いを聞いてくれ