friend.so.shallow

.... tried to go back... afraid to move forward.....
stuck to the ground....... he didnt call ... didnt message...
nothing from him even though his not in camp........ gulliable.... i was and still am

so lonely..... i wished there was someone out there juz for mi... guess not ba dream too much liao..... dream and no action... so how am i suppose to go bout findin the "ONE"

go clubbing? wif who?... wad'll happen there.. siao ar... crazy...
who in my circle noes bout tis side of me not much now even fewer...

relationships wif so many ppl but yet somewhat distant i feel abandoned... abandoned by the world... family no one... sianz.................. sinkin back in .......... knew it was comin... traded the bit that was left to get a fresh breath the wish ended i'm back to my dark world...

i'm back