trying veri hard to make things work but guess i tried too hard till it broke....



i realli dunt noe wad he feels.... it makes me so pissed juz becos of that... neway... it sux, its goin to be history repeat... not handsome or charmingzZ enuf to keep anyone close to me...
bit sad.. no! change; veri sad hiaZ

hopefully ys wun ditch mi again.. supposedly goin to meet him ltr dunno still on not....
life's hard........ its getting harder everyday.......

dun even noe if anyone reads tis anymore..... they say 1st love is the sweetest.. i tink its the most bitter if things dun work out.... learn to walk away..... i cant walk away............ there's a chain linkin mi to those thoughts i so desperately want to forget erase.... its not helping when life's put on pause cos of army.....

i drives mi crazy when there's no one out there xcept for my family that truely gives any shet bout you....

enuf of tis melancholy.... well guys i saw tis damn cool pair of sneakers on a mag that day.. hope i can get it... :( crosses fingers hope its not sold yet...