exams ARE OVER.......... i feel so bloody SIANZ .... its like? wtf i wasted the whole of 2 yrs rushing like mad pig over a levels and u tell mi okie its over.. u can now relax.. i juz cant do it, its juz dumb i'm left wif a OVERWHELMING emptiness sia .. hiaz!
had maths todae yar, too difficult yar, fail yar,
wad do i do? what is this......... it shouldnt be that hard.. why is it sho hard?.... cambridge examiner U MUZ BURN and suffer for what you did.... u dun juz increase the difficulty level juz like that, BUMMER FEEL dumb now, its fair, someone who got A last yr might have deserved a B tis year.. arholE
dots.......... only a few are born pretty/handsome the rest are WEIRD;UGLY;BANAL... wad's with this engagement with ourselves? isnt the inner being suppose to shine true? that's wad the "NICE" ppl tell you but in reality u're judged on how to LOOK, 75% of the time...
even if ppl get to noe u and like you... u nid to spend like 100X more time wif the person whereas a good looking arse juz takes 5 minutes yes... life's not fair.. ULTRA CLICHE phrase... see i juz typed a self perpetuating fact which will exist as long as random mating within our species continues...
beautiful ppl shd marry each other and the rest be sterilised!
in the library todaE, it dawned on me.. i may be the only frickin person who actualli cares for anything, maybe its the media... everyone seems so F***ing shallow and in the end its true..........
no matter how "altruistic" you tink you are.. ur probably onli doin it to please urself, hearing bout ppl todae becomin more lonely.. tink its the fuckin reverse, ppl are becomin MORE AND MORE NEEDY cos their juz becoming more and more selfish.. wanting more morE moRE mORE MORE.... gah... too fed up bout why i care? cos i'm needy... cos i nid to noe that i'm not alone.. someone is MORE alone than mi... fucked up..
when i call him he juz gives mi the fuckedup, i'm BZ, why why u bz?.. ur juz sitting at home in front of ya computer... is that being BZ? ur juz being selfish!..
ivan you suck... u suck so bad ur juz a big BLIMP in my life, u made mi fall... SPLAT on the flooor... goin to take things in life a little bit more ez now... feelings are in my way anyway... tink rationalli without my heart.. PLAY whenever i nid to play.. but b4 that i have the a levels..BLEAH
goin to chuck everything behind chuck all the unwanted clutter behind me, that includes all the fucking ppl who are no use to mi and in the end keep those who are profittable near, you tink i'm being a bRAT yar i am... and wad are you goin to do bout it.. :p