i'm on MC for todae.... hooray.
been sick since fridaY... but cldnt go home cos i was in sit test...(location:forest somewhere inside tekong)
.. which sucks
.... hiaz
neway... i'm stuck at home cos no one has called yet and i'm waiting for the phone call from the COS... which sux ..., starting a few new animes, xxxholic, the melancholy of haruhi, ouran highschool which is quite funny...
tink xxxholic is gd supposedly related to tsubasa chronicles... lazy to dl that probably will when i pass out from that god forsaken island... feel like replaying jedi knights but too lazy... stuck in prince of persia...
final evaluation... its realli not that gd to have a portable at all wad.. since all u do is juz play??
tokin crap sorrie head is tad dizzy ... ltr goin to try and master qi li xiang on the piano by jay chow, lol, btw mother "washed" my sony erricsson phone.. _sob_
tong hua rox... learning that score too.. bb
if u like a person, u shdnt hide it
hito ga suki naraba, kakureranakute kure
何度が要るんか？
あいつに思うことは無理だ！
こちから。。。。送ってないよ
私は私にうそをついて
怒ってる！！！
金切り声を上げる
何で。バカみたいに
軍に入るんのほうが良いんですか？
今の気持ちで、命で、全ては悪いんなのか？
知りません
悲しすぎた
つづく
nex week will onli be comin back on sat nite. which suxs becos usually its sat morning... sat will be burnt away. its wrong... everything is wrong the state of my life... how many of you out there is unhappy wif their lifes... yet how many are living in their fantasy.?
wish to move on wif my life... but cant... stuck stuck stuck....
is it real, doubt so... it's all another well planned out joke on me again........ and i'm not goin to fall into the same trap again... not tis time..... fuck
but wad if it cld be something? wad if... fuck wad if.... its obvious its nth more then play...
not goin to waste my day all over again tomolo i'm, having some ALONE TIME
詰まり、この人生が嫌いだ
i'm confused.................. i nid to stop and regain control again... army threw me REALLI off balance
he's back in my life...... -.- dunno how but somehow is back again .. dun tink he's realli plannin on staying long.... i've haven realli put down any solid plans yet either........... we kissed dat day... somehow it felt like it didnt end at all but somehow the "commar" has ended... DUMB
like before i guess i have to trudge thru everything to find out wad's realli inside........ cos i send the unwillingness to let up its like........ the mask is always on... i dun like it............ want to tear it off and be with the real deal. will return to dis post soon
army eats time....
不知不觉地5个星期过了